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WOW, its been a while....
Well people, I'm back... For the moment...
First I'll give an explanation.
As most of you should know I've been going through allot of emotional crap irl lately, and that ontop of school, work, ETC, is just to much for me to balance with my online life.
So yeah.. My emotional sensitivity has gone up allot, and I've started to get so angry as to nearly convince myself to attempt suicide again... Thanks to my awesome ability of six-point thinking for saving me from that so many times....ANYWAY
*dA NEWS*As I'm writing this I'm re-doing my journal in the newer version of the dA Journal Creator.
Other than that, not much dA news, just allot of comments and over 10k deviations I need to sort through. *sigh**LIFE NEWS*
Got a chiropractor, and I'm incredibly impressed with how much its helped my pains all over my body.
Got another MRSA infection on the same knee I had to have surgery on for it, but I think my body is building up an immunity to it cause it went away in less than a week, and it didn't get much bigger than about the size of a US Dime, apposed to usually exceeding that tenfold.
The bank that owned our house went bankrupt, so there was the scare of us being forced out of out home. But from what I've been told it was taken care of. But recently something else came up and we may have to move anyway... Good thing I didn't unpack nearly half my stuff from the last two times we've moved.. *SIGH*<
I also started a Spanish class, and have re-learned some basic Spanish, as well as beginning to learn more complicated Spanish. Although my lack of will to study has gotten me in allot of trouble. 
With the freedom of not doing anything with my online friends for a while (you have to admit you feel pretty flexible when you don't go online for a while ) I have re-established the me being a psychologist thing again. (Yeah, I'm not licensed but I have allot of experience and help quite a few people online with their lives all the time.) So yeah I've been helping some people irl with their everyday, and some very unusual life problems.
I admitted my feelings to the girl I kinda liked... Its a complicated story I don't have the will to go through right now, but in short I was rejected, but after tons of immature crap we're back to "just friends" for now...
In my online community absence I've gone back to Anime and watched quite a bit. I re-watched the Code Geass series except in the English dub this time. And was surprised with how well it was. Some of the story was tampered and allot of the wordplay and refs removed, but still an extremely good Anime in my opinion. I watched Neon Genesis Evangelion, and was left very emotionally shaken... Quite a strange yet epicly interesting Anime. I've started MAR Heaven and I'm on like epi 26 at the moment, and since I just finished Evangelion I'm going to start another Anime soon. Preferably a more upbeat and happy Anime for once.. xP
After being interested in starting a Manga collection for so many years, I've started pooling some of my money and have so far bought Tegami Bachi Vol. 1, Bleach Vol. 1, and will soon start the One Peice Manga series.
In the last month (and this month, as of today) I've started getting Otaku USA and Monthly SHONEN JUMP from Wal-Mart (Yes, I know it ultimately costs more but I don't have the money to subscribe.)
I've also pre-ordered the English version of the first book in the Spice and Wolf Light Novel. Really ticks me off what Yen Press did to "try and attract more of a general audience" by putting a pic that makes the cover look like a bad porno cover.. Anyway yeah, can't wait for Dec so I can start reading that. :3
Within all this, I've been teaching myself Japanese, and I'm starting to use a few of the words daily in the context I've heard/read/studied them being used, so yeah, getting serious about the Japanese culture all over again.
Oh, and I'm also looking into getting an actual job that requires going out to some place and actually doing something.. So yeah.. (In the long term I'd like to be a reporter. 
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And to leave Life News in a sad mood, as I just -love- to do ( 
). The person I always talk to to get me through things has done something and is now grounded for an unmentionable amount of time.... So yeah, my way of emotional calming has been cut off... Now to resort to my coping mechanism: taking it out on random people online, in online RP, in video games, and watching Anime in which the characters can closely relate to the situation. Yeah, I hate that but it calms me down and really makes me think. Which is always good for the overthinker such as myself.. But anyway, signing off with Life News, this is the hopefully-to-eventually-be-reporter ~ahhhicantthinkofname, good night and see you next time! *CLICK*
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