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WOW, its been a while....




<sub>Well people, I'm back... For the moment...

First I'll give an explanation.

As most of you should know I've been going through allot of emotional crap irl lately, and that ontop of school, work, ETC, is just to much for me to balance with my online life.

So yeah.. My emotional sensitivity has gone up allot, and I've started to get so angry as to nearly convince myself to attempt suicide again... Thanks to my awesome ability of six-point thinking for saving me from that so many times....</sub>

ANYWAY




*dA NEWS*

As I'm writing this I'm re-doing my journal in the newer version of the dA Journal Creator.

Other than that, not much dA news, just allot of comments and over 10k deviations I need to sort through. *sigh*

*LIFE NEWS*


<sup>Got a chiropractor, and I'm incredibly impressed with how much its helped my pains all over my body.

Got another MRSA infection on the same knee I had to have surgery on for it, but I think my body is building up an immunity to it cause it went away in less than a week, and it didn't get much bigger than about the size of a US Dime, apposed to usually exceeding that tenfold.

The bank that owned our house went bankrupt, so there was the scare of us being forced out of out home. But from what I've been told it was taken care of. But recently something else came up and we may have to move anyway... Good thing I didn't unpack nearly half my stuff from the last two times we've moved.. *SIGH*<

I also started a Spanish class, and have re-learned some basic Spanish, as well as beginning to learn more complicated Spanish. Although my lack of will to study has gotten me in allot of trouble.

With the freedom of not doing anything with my online friends for a while (you have to admit you feel pretty flexible when you don't go online for a while ) I have re-established the me being a psychologist thing again. (Yeah, I'm not licensed but I have allot of experience and help quite a few people online with their lives all the time.) So yeah I've been helping some people irl with their everyday, and some very unusual life problems.

I admitted my feelings to the girl I kinda liked... Its a complicated story I don't have the will to go through right now, but in short I was rejected, but after tons of immature crap we're back to "just friends" for now...

In my online community absence I've gone back to Anime and watched quite a bit. I re-watched the Code Geass series except in the English dub this time. And was surprised with how well it was. Some of the story was tampered and allot of the wordplay and refs removed, but still an extremely good Anime in my opinion. I watched Neon Genesis Evangelion, and was left very emotionally shaken... Quite a strange yet epicly interesting Anime. I've started MAR Heaven and I'm on like epi 26 at the moment, and since I just finished Evangelion I'm going to start another Anime soon. Preferably a more upbeat and happy Anime for once.. xP

After being interested in starting a Manga collection for so many years, I've started pooling some of my money and have so far bought Tegami Bachi Vol. 1, Bleach Vol. 1, and will soon start the One Peice Manga series.

In the last month (and this month, as of today) I've started getting Otaku USA and Monthly SHONEN JUMP from Wal-Mart (Yes, I know it ultimately costs more but I don't have the money to subscribe.)

I've also pre-ordered the English version of the first book in the Spice and Wolf Light Novel. Really ticks me off what Yen Press did to "try and attract more of a general audience" by putting a pic that makes the cover look like a bad porno cover.. Anyway yeah, can't wait for Dec so I can start reading that. :3

Within all this, I've been teaching myself Japanese, and I'm starting to use a few of the words daily in the context I've heard/read/studied them being used, so yeah, getting serious about the Japanese culture all over again.

Oh, and I'm also looking into getting an actual job that requires going out to some place and actually doing something.. So yeah.. (In the long term I'd like to be a reporter. !)

And to leave Life News in a sad mood, as I just -love- to do ( ). The person I always talk to to get me through things has done something and is now grounded for an unmentionable amount of time.... So yeah, my way of emotional calming has been cut off... Now to resort to my coping mechanism: taking it out on random people online, in online RP, in video games, and watching Anime in which the characters can closely relate to the situation. Yeah, I hate that but it calms me down and really makes me think. Which is always good for the overthinker such as myself.. But anyway, signing off with Life News, this is the hopefully-to-eventually-be-reporter ~ahhhicantthinkofname, good night and see you next time! *CLICK*
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Yeah... Kinda went overboard with the stamps.. I'll fix them later.</sup>

Wellp....

I appreciate all your comments congratulating me on my birthday, thank you so much! ( I don't want to grow up >.> )


Anyway, on to more important business...

Im sorry i could not be one lately, allot going on in life atm.

I won't be nearly as active i i used to be, and won't be able to reply to everything right away. But when i get on, I'll reply to as much stuff as i possibly can, so be patient.



If i can find the time, I'll post another Journal about whats been going on, but until then.

GOOOODNIGHT EVERYBODY~

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Found another interesting quiz.

Stolen from

HOW OLD DO YOU ACT?

[x] You know how to make a pot of coffee.
[ ] You keep track of dates using a calendar.
[X] You own a credit card.
[ ] You know how to change the oil in a car.
[x] You've done your own laundry.
[ ] You can vote in an election.
[x] You can cook for yourself.
[ ] You think politics are interesting.

TOTAL SO FAR: 4

[ ] You show up for school late a lot.
[x] You always carry a pen/pencil in your bag/purse/pocket.
[ ] You've never gotten a detention. (Never......)
[ ] You have forgotten your own birthday.
[x] You like to take walks by yourself.
[x] You know what credibility means, without looking it up.
[x] You drink caffeine at least once a week.

TOTAL SO FAR: 8


[x] You know how to do the dishes.
[x] You can count to 10 in another language.
[x] When you say you're going to do something you usually do it.
[x] You can mow the lawn.
[x] You study even when you don't have to.
[x] You have hand washed a car before.

TOTAL SO FAR: 14

[x] You can spell experience, without looking it up.
[ ] The people at Starbucks know you by name.
[ ] Your favorite kind of food is take out.
[x] You can go to the store without getting something you don't need. (i cant, i have no money)
[x] You understand political jokes the first time they are said.
[x] You can type pretty quick.

TOTAL SO FAR:18

[ ] Your only friends are from your place of employment.
[ ] You have been to a Tupperware party. (LOL.no.)
[ ] You have realized that practically no one will take you seriously unless you are over the age of 25 and have a job.
[ ] You have more bills than you can pay.
[x] You have been to the beach.
[x] You use the internet every day.
[x] You have been outside of the united states 3 or more times.
[ ] You make your bed in the morning.

TOTAL: 21

Holly crap, i thought i acted more in the range of 6-9.xD


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Found another interesting quiz.

Stolen from

You're a 90's kid if..........

You remember watching:

[] Kenan and Kel
[x] Doug;
[] Ren & Stimpy;
[x] Pinky & the Brain;
[x] AAAAAAAH Real Monsters!;
[x] Rocko's Modern Life;
[x] Animaniacs;
[] Gargoyles;
[x] Hey Arnold!;
[x] Out of the Box;
[x] Bear in the Big Blue House (lol sue me)
[ ] You’ve ever ended a sentence with the word "PSYCHE!"
[] You just can’t resist finishing this: "In west Philadelphia born and raised...".

You remember:

[] Step by Step;
[x] Family Matters;
[x] Dinosaurs;
[x] Boy Meets World;
[x] Full House.
[x] You remember when it was actually worth getting up early on a Saturday to watch cartoons;
[] You remember reading Goosebumps

When everything was settled by:

[x] "Rock/paper/scissors";
[] "Bubble gum, bubble gum in a dish";
[] "Miss Mary Mack".

[ ] When kickball was something you did everyday
[] You used to listen to the radio all day long;
[] Just to record your FAVORITE song of ALL time on a tape.

[x] You remember Super Nintendo and Sega Genesis
[x] You remember The Original Game Boy;
[x] You always wanted to send in a tape to America’s Funniest Home Videos... but never taped anything funny;

You remember watching:

[x] The Magic School Bus;
[x] Wishbone;(lol used to luv it)
[x] Reading Rainbow;
[ ] Ghostwriter.
[x] You remember when Yo-Yo's were cool;
[x] You remember those "Where’s Waldo" books;
[x] You remember eating Warheads and Splashers Gushers.

You remember watching:

[x] Batman the Animated Series;
[x] Aladdin;
[x] Ninja Turtles;
[] Ghost Busters.

[x] You remember Ring Pops!!!;
[ ] You remember when everything was "da BOMB!";
[] You remember boom boxes vs. CD players;

[] Making those little paper fortune cookie things, and then predicting your life with them;
[ ] You played and/or collected Pogs;
[] You had at least one Tamagotchi, GigaPet or Nano and brought it everywhere you went.

You watched the original cartoons of:

[x] Rugrats;
[x] Wild Thornberrys;
[] Power Rangers.
[ ] All your school supplies were "Lisa Frank" brand

You collected:

[x] Beanie Babies;
[x] Pokemon cards;
[] Carebears;
[x] Silver dollars.

You remember when:

[ ] Everyone watched the WB;
[x] Everybody knew all the Pokemon by heart;
[x] Digimon was still on;
[] If you even know what an original Walkman is;
[x] You know the Macarena by heart
[x] "Talk to the hand"
[x] You went to McDonald’s to play in the playplace and it was still sanitary;
[x] Before the MySpace frenzy;
[x] Before the Internet & text messaging;
[x] Before Sidekicks & iPods;
[x] Before PlayStation3 or X-Box 360;
[x] Back before X-Box period;
[x] Before SpongeBob;
[x] When light up sneakers were cool;
[x] When you rented VHS tapes, not DVDs;
[x] When gas was $0.95 a gallon;
[x] When we recorded stuff on VCR;
[x] You had slap bracelets;
[x] You actually played outside until it was dark;
[x] Way back before we realized all this would eventually disappear.


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*reads*

WHATHEFRACK?!!?!

I don't know about you guys, but i get around 1,000 messages a day, so this REALLY peaves me off.....Now im going to have to log on every couple hours and check everything...


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