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Moniter failuurrrreeee ~-EMERGENCY UPDATE-~

Journal Entry: Wed Nov 18, 2009, 8:53 PM

Well, if your reading this you've prolly seen me mention my mom's laptop's screen was messed up. Well up until a few hours ago by fooling around I could figure out what was wrong (I did this with my DSLight and figured out EXACTLY what was wrong just by looking at the boards, so I thought I could figure this out. xP) So anyway, I can tell to little wires are messed up in a connection, that if I unplug, the whole screen cuts off. So I', guessing those two little wires are the relay for the bottom 30% of the screen that isn't working. And I have confidence in me trying and fixing it this time. So now I'm gonna have to tell my mom, endure the lecture about me taking her comp apart, than convince her to call Dell and see if we can send it in to be fixed... *sigh* wish me luck peoples.

And as you should all know, especially if you read the last entry, my desktop's a pile of trash and bluescreens even when I'm just on the IRC. So yeah, even my phones f***** up lately and won't receive texts, but says they fail to send, when the person I send them too gets four of them....

My electronics are all going baaad!

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Mood: Unheard
Listening to: rondam playlists
Reading: BLEACH Manga
Watching: Ghost In The Shell 2ng Gig
Playing: Combat Arms
Eating: YumYum COOKEHZ
Drinking: Waaateeeerrrr

Skin by *jennyleigh

Boasting and Hosting. + News.

Journal Entry: Wed Nov 18, 2009, 6:38 AM

Well I'm back!

Now for the rundown on where I was and what I was doing. :3

Where : Camp Highland Georgia. And Dalas, Texas, Ronald McDonald House of Dalas.

When : From Friday two weeks ago until this last Friday.

What I was doing:

Well me and my dad drove for four hours from our town to camp Highland, to their last 'Father Son Retreat' thingy. And to my surprise, actually had allot of fun. We won the big adventure race which was an Amazing Race knock-off except over just a few miles of land instead of the whole world, but had to leave before the rewards ceremony.

After we left, we drove to Atlanta and did a good two hours of walking in the airport, than got on a plane and flew for two-and-a-half hours to Dalas Tx., where we met the Chinese kid we're hosting. He has a tumorous mass on his four-head, and we're hosting him for the duration of his stay in the US for his surgery. We stayed a few days at the Ronald McDonald House of Atlanta while we took him to multiple appointments and such. And I say, that place is awesome. There was quite a few people staying there for multiple reasons, including a couple of teenagers I had befriended, one of which had had a horrible dirtbike wreck and was badly injured, he had to stay in the hospital over a month, I believe they told me, and hes been there for a few more months after that having therapy and rehabilitation and such. On Friday I was sad to leave, I really enjoyed my stay there, (mostly for the provided meals, which might I add are a heck of allot better than what I get at home. xD And they had a room with old-school video arcade games. Which I was sure to get highscores on almost every slot on all of them. ;D)

But anyway, now the boy we're hosting is staying with us until the second week in December, than my parents will take him back to Texas to have his surgery, leaving me here with my dreaded grandmother.

Long story short: I'm back, but won't be on as much due to the newer kid in the house, and after my parents leave, I prolly won't be on the comp much 'cause of my grandmother, whose the sort to find something 'evil' about everything I enjoy. Including video games, Anime, trading card games, and most things related to the computer.

Anyway, love ya all (you know what I mean you nasty overthinkers ㅎ_ㅎ )

ANYWAY, more to be filled in later, I'm being thrown off the comp at the moment.

*dA NEWS*

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*LIFE NEWS*

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Mommy.

Daddy.

Brother~

Mommy's Bro. Love you uncle Swimmy~ <3

~Real Life Family~

All three be mah cousins

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I've missed youuu~! D:

Real Life Friends

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Mood: Unheard
Listening to: rondam playlists
Watching: Ghost In The Shell 2ng Gig
Playing: Combat Arms
Eating: YumYum COOKEHZ
Drinking: Waaateeeerrrr

Skin by *jennyleigh

Yay for return! dA, and LIFE updates.. =D!

Wed Oct 7, 2009, 10:46 PM

PLEASE GIVE ME FEEDBACK ON THIS JOURNAL, SUCH AS IF THE COLORS ARE TOO BRIGHT OR IF THE TEXT TOO SMALL, THANKS.

WOW, its been a while....

_{Well people, I'm back... For the moment...

First I'll give an explanation.

As most of you should know I've been going through allot of emotional crap irl lately, and that ontop of school, work, ETC, is just to much for me to balance with my online life.

So yeah.. My emotional sensitivity has gone up allot, and I've started to get so angry as to nearly convince myself to attempt suicide again... Thanks to my awesome ability of six-point thinking for saving me from that so many times....}

ANYWAY

*dA NEWS*

As I'm writing this I'm re-doing my journal in the newer version of the dA Journal Creator.

Other than that, not much dA news, just allot of comments and over 10k deviations I need to sort through. *sigh*

*LIFE NEWS*

^{Got a chiropractor, and I'm incredibly impressed with how much its helped my pains all over my body.

Got another MRSA infection on the same knee I had to have surgery on for it, but I think my body is building up an immunity to it cause it went away in less than a week, and it didn't get much bigger than about the size of a US Dime, apposed to usually exceeding that tenfold.

The bank that owned our house went bankrupt, so there was the scare of us being forced out of out home. But from what I've been told it was taken care of. But recently something else came up and we may have to move anyway... Good thing I didn't unpack nearly half my stuff from the last two times we've moved.. *SIGH*<

I also started a Spanish class, and have re-learned some basic Spanish, as well as beginning to learn more complicated Spanish. Although my lack of will to study has gotten me in allot of trouble.

With the freedom of not doing anything with my online friends for a while (you have to admit you feel pretty flexible when you don't go online for a while ) I have re-established the me being a psychologist thing again. (Yeah, I'm not licensed but I have allot of experience and help quite a few people online with their lives all the time.) So yeah I've been helping some people irl with their everyday, and some very unusual life problems.

I admitted my feelings to the girl I kinda liked... Its a complicated story I don't have the will to go through right now, but in short I was rejected, but after tons of immature crap we're back to "just friends" for now...

In my online community absence I've gone back to Anime and watched quite a bit. I re-watched the Code Geass series except in the English dub this time. And was surprised with how well it was. Some of the story was tampered and allot of the wordplay and refs removed, but still an extremely good Anime in my opinion. I watched Neon Genesis Evangelion, and was left very emotionally shaken... Quite a strange yet epicly interesting Anime. I've started MAR Heaven and I'm on like epi 26 at the moment, and since I just finished Evangelion I'm going to start another Anime soon. Preferably a more upbeat and happy Anime for once.. xP

After being interested in starting a Manga collection for so many years, I've started pooling some of my money and have so far bought Tegami Bachi Vol. 1, Bleach Vol. 1, and will soon start the One Peice Manga series.

In the last month (and this month, as of today) I've started getting Otaku USA and Monthly SHONEN JUMP from Wal-Mart (Yes, I know it ultimately costs more but I don't have the money to subscribe.)

I've also pre-ordered the English version of the first book in the Spice and Wolf Light Novel. Really ticks me off what Yen Press did to "try and attract more of a general audience" by putting a pic that makes the cover look like a bad porno cover.. Anyway yeah, can't wait for Dec so I can start reading that. :3

Within all this, I've been teaching myself Japanese, and I'm starting to use a few of the words daily in the context I've heard/read/studied them being used, so yeah, getting serious about the Japanese culture all over again.

Oh, and I'm also looking into getting an actual job that requires going out to some place and actually doing something.. So yeah.. (In the long term I'd like to be a reporter. !)

And to leave Life News in a sad mood, as I just -love- to do ( ). The person I always talk to to get me through things has done something and is now grounded for an unmentionable amount of time.... So yeah, my way of emotional calming has been cut off... Now to resort to my coping mechanism: taking it out on random people online, in online RP, in video games, and watching Anime in which the characters can closely relate to the situation. Yeah, I hate that but it calms me down and really makes me think. Which is always good for the overthinker such as myself.. But anyway, signing off with Life News, this is the hopefully-to-eventually-be-reporter ~ahhhicantthinkofname, good night and see you next time! *CLICK*
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Mommy.

Daddy.

Brother~

Mommy's Bro. Love you uncle Swimmy~ <3

~Real Life Family~

All three be mah cousins

Online Friends

I've missed youuu~! D:

Real Life Friends

=CLUBZ=

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^COMMISIONS: CLOSED Unless you offer a rediculous ammount of moneys for something totally simple ;D

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Mood: Desperate
Listening to: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=40ykXYUYTME&fea
Reading: The clock, its past 2:30 AM... *sleeps*
Watching: Just finished Evangelion, moving onto other Anime
Playing: Not played any games in months..Other than LIFE ;D
Eating: YumYum COOKEHZ
Drinking: Waaateeeerrrr

MY BIRTHDAAAAY! ||| Soryy i was gone so long ^^;

Fri Jun 26, 2009, 7:15 AM

Wellp....

I appreciate all your comments congratulating me on my birthday, thank you so much! ( I don't want to grow up >.> )

Anyway, on to more important business...

Im sorry i could not be one lately, allot going on in life atm.

I won't be nearly as active i i used to be, and won't be able to reply to everything right away. But when i get on, I'll reply to as much stuff as i possibly can, so be patient.

If i can find the time, I'll post another Journal about whats been going on, but until then.

GOOOODNIGHT EVERYBODY~

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Mood: Content
Listening to: http://vids.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=vids.
Reading: Chat, and DA journals.
Watching: Just finsished Code Geass, Currently watching Spic
Playing: Combat Arms
Eating: RAMEN FTW!!! *SLURP*
Drinking: Got Milk?

How old am i?Take a guess.xD

Fri Apr 24, 2009, 11:56 AM

Mood: Questionable
Listening to: http://www.playlist.com/playlist/15305405451/
Reading: Chat, and DA journals.
Watching: Death Note
Playing: Random flash games
Eating: RAMEN FTW!!! *SLURP*
Drinking: PIB MAX! flijgbrqhyihnibowejyphwijhaehheehhe

Wanna chat?

Found another interesting quiz.

Stolen from

HOW OLD DO YOU ACT?

[x] You know how to make a pot of coffee.
[ ] You keep track of dates using a calendar.
[X] You own a credit card.
[ ] You know how to change the oil in a car.
[x] You've done your own laundry.
[ ] You can vote in an election.
[x] You can cook for yourself.
[ ] You think politics are interesting.

TOTAL SO FAR: 4

[ ] You show up for school late a lot.
[x] You always carry a pen/pencil in your bag/purse/pocket.
[ ] You've never gotten a detention. (Never......)
[ ] You have forgotten your own birthday.
[x] You like to take walks by yourself.
[x] You know what credibility means, without looking it up.
[x] You drink caffeine at least once a week.

TOTAL SO FAR: 8

[x] You know how to do the dishes.
[x] You can count to 10 in another language.
[x] When you say you're going to do something you usually do it.
[x] You can mow the lawn.
[x] You study even when you don't have to.
[x] You have hand washed a car before.

TOTAL SO FAR: 14

[x] You can spell experience, without looking it up.
[ ] The people at Starbucks know you by name.
[ ] Your favorite kind of food is take out.
[x] You can go to the store without getting something you don't need. (i cant, i have no money)
[x] You understand political jokes the first time they are said.
[x] You can type pretty quick.

TOTAL SO FAR:18

[ ] Your only friends are from your place of employment.
[ ] You have been to a Tupperware party. (LOL.no.)
[ ] You have realized that practically no one will take you seriously unless you are over the age of 25 and have a job.
[ ] You have more bills than you can pay.
[x] You have been to the beach.
[x] You use the internet every day.
[x] You have been outside of the united states 3 or more times.
[ ] You make your bed in the morning.

TOTAL: 21

Holly crap, i thought i acted more in the range of 6-9.xD

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